I have two best friends, a girl, and a guy. I've known them for years, and we went to school together and everything. I've always known that my best friend who is a girl has had a major crush on our best friend who is a guy. She's too scared to make a move, and she told me that she never will in case she ruins the friendship.
But I've had a crush on the guy ever since I met him, too. Except I made a move. She doesn't know that I and this guy had one amazing night together, and I never told anybody. We decided that we wouldn't continue it, but I didn't tell him why I didn't want a relationship with him. I feel so guilty, and I even once told my friend that I had a little crush on him. She got really mad at me, and stopped talking to me for a month, or so before I told her I was just being silly and that I was joking.
I can't be honest with my feelings without hurting her and scaring him away because of it all.